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♫ It’s the snowflakes that drift piece by piece into my eyes ♫
♫ It's the flames that glow and dim, never giving up ♫
♫ I reluctantly allow myself to empathize that fate is like a willow tree ♫
♫ Once the wind blows, the leaves sways as it is ♫
♫ The feeling of missing you is the warmest sorrow, like a pair of wings ♫
♫ that makes me unable to stop and fly further, reminiscing in the past ♫
♫ You leaving me without saying a word, even if it's for my well-being ♫
♫ it's the waves that will keep crashing in both of our hearts ♫
♫ You bore with the pain time and time again, closing up the windows ♫
♫ I held back my tears, going one step forward and stopping, looking back ♫
♫ Not being able to love is the furthest exile ♫
♫ Nevertheless, being unable to help but love is the happiest bind ♫
[Here to Heart]
[Episode 34]
No matter what, Yixin,
I only acknowledge you as my daughter-in-law in my heart.
I will surely make Nanxian give you a proper status.
Auntie, thank you.
I...really want to become part of your family.
Okay already. Let's eat.
I'll get food for you.
Eat this.
Auntie, I'll visit you again in a few days.
I'm fine. Don't tire yourself too much.
Yixin, you still won't give up?
I'll then let Zhan Nanxian taste
what it truly feels like to fall into the bottom of a gorge.
If Shallow Cosmos loses its clients and technology,
let me see what else can he still have?
Find someone to keep watch of Guan Ti.
Let our middle man sign the contract with him as soon as possible.
[Shallow Cosmos]
Nanxian, why did you call to ask me to come here?
Yixin, I must clarify something with you. I'm planning to clear our relationship with the public.
Could the words of Auntie that day caused you to misunderstood?
She just has good intentions. If it's making you unhappy, I'll tell her
to stop pairing us up.
You surely know
that I never cared about how the public evaluate me.
I only care about what Wen Nuan thinks.
Nanxian, I know that Wen Nuan is very important to you.
If she really loves you,
she will do everything to return to your side.
And I will give you two my blessings then.
But...
Don't treat me like this.
Or else, this will destroy me.
What do you mean?
Everyone knows that Shallow Cosmos just went through a lawsuit
and suffered great losses. If you clear it up now,
everyone will misunderstand me as a materialistic person.
Nanxian, you said that you want to clarify our relationship at this time.
I then will be unable to ever make a comeback.
Yixin, as a friend, let me give you this advice.
You have to face this matter sooner or later. And I believe
that the current you can handle it well.
I used so many years to finally be able to walk towards Nanxian's side.
I will never give up.
[Daizhong]
Dad, why did you come to the company?
I came to check what you've been doing here.
Let's go there to talk.
- Dad. - Let go!
Let me ask you. I heard that you've incurred a huge debt outside.
Did you get in some trouble again?!
No. Don't listen to their nonsense.
Nonsense? There won't be any waves without some wind, do you know that?
You're still not going to tell me honestly?
Do you want to wait for the time that the loan sharks come to our house,
with you kneeling on the ground and grieving?!
What's my age? I'm unable to lose face anymore, do you know that?!
Dad, calm down first.
Right. I did owe some money.
But I've already used other money to pay it back.
What really have you dong? How much did you loan?
My initial intention was good. I just wanted to create my own business and earn myself some money.
I then bought some futures with my friend but lost a lot from it and incurred a lot of debts.
That's why, I...
...I then used some money of the company to resolve my urgent need.
You bastard!
You even dared to touch the money of the company?! Aren't you afraid of getting kicked out?
I am afraid but I feared those people oustide more.
You're so useless.
I allowed you to stay here in the company to keep watch of Zhu Linlu and compete with him.
Look at Yizhong's Pan Weining.
He usually looked engaging in useless work and is a good-for-nothing.
But he was able to took away his older brother, Pan Wei'an's chairman position. Look at you then.
Embezzling the company's public fund,
if this gets found out, you'll immediately get kicked out from here!
Dad, don't get agitated. I also am panicking about it. But...
...I really am left with no other way. Also, I truly wanted to fill those deficit.
Also, Wen Rou has started to check on me.
What do you mean?
These past 2 days, she kept investigating the books. She will find out about me sooner or later.
By then, Zhu Linlu will surely not let me off.
Dad, you must help me.
If you knew this will happen, why must you still do it?! You...
Dad! Dad!
Yixin.
What are you doing?!
I'll take you to a place.
What place? Haven't I said things clearly last time?
Leave with me. If you don't, you'll regret it.
Pan Weining, why did you bring me here?
I remember that you once said
that you had some happy memories while living here.
That you experienced a period of happy moments.
Soon, this area will be demolished. You won't get the chance to visit it anymore.
We're sewing too slowly.
Look, there are still so many.
Look. Look. Put that.
How about it? Is this pretty?
Pretty.
Look at the skin I peeled. It's of high quality, right?
Let me light your candles.
So pretty!
Okay already.
Happy birthday to you!
Thank you for bringing me to this place that's full of memories.
This place really has a lot of my memories.
Those happy
and wonderful ones are all here.
I really am very happy today.
Oh, right. I still have one item to give you.
Lele told me this last time.
This should be yours, right?
♫ I never asked you ♫
♫ if you regret it ♫
♫ I was actually afraid to hear the answer ♫
♫ Afraid that your memories ♫
♫ Aren't that heavy ♫
♫ I never asked you ♫
Mom. Drink some water.
♫ I was actually afraid that I'll speak too much ♫
♫ Losing you ♫
Mom, look at how your illness is worsening.
How about...we just sell the bracelet?
I'm fine.
We only have this bracelet left.
This is a dowry given to me by your grandmother.
I can't bear to pawn it.
When you grow up,
I'll give it to you as a dowry.
♫ I dare not, dare not hope that you will ♫
Mom.
♫ I dare not look forward that we can still return back to our most wonderful moments ♫
♫ I only dared to say insincere words ♫
♫ Only dared to be your old friend ♫
♫ I was afraid that you'll see through all my thoughts ♫
♫ I actually was afraid ♫
Mom, I'm home.
You're home.
A computer?
♫ I also can't dare to guess the warmth in your gaze ♫
Mom, you sold your bracelet?
It's no use to leave it with me, so better just sell it to buy you a computer for your studies.
Mom, that is the only item that grandmother has left you.
You couldn't even bear to sell it when you were sick.
How could you have sold it just to buy me a computer?
I bought the computer so you can do good in your studies.
Once you've become successful in the future,
I'll be happier than wearing that bracelet.
Mom, where did you sell it?
Since I've sold it, why bother with that?
I'm going to earn money to get it back.
Mom, hurry and tell me, who did you sell it to?
I'll tell the owner to save it for me. Once I'm earning money,
I'll buy it back.
Don't ask anymore. I can't remember it.
Come over and look.
Look. Do you like this computer?
Look.
I like it.
Thank you, mom.
♫ I hate that all my rationality and maturity ♫
♫ have locked me up in this so-called friend chains ♫
Thanks.
♫ If you can ♫
♫ be as brave as before, save me ♫
How have you been doing lately? Are you still having insomnia?
Wen Nuan, your current treatment is more dangerous than 7 years ago.
That's why, if there is a friend that can accompany you...
I want to face it alone.
I can understand your feelings.
I also understand what you mean. But Wen Nuan,
no matter how much guilt you feel, you shouldn't keep tormenting yourself like this.
Look at how you're getting thinner and thinner.
Your current situation is making me worried.
It's not the same.
This time...is different from 7 years ago.
I...can do it.
I can do it.
Okay.
I respect your decision.
Auntie Li, I'll get going then.
I believe in you.
Please come in.
Dr. Li.
How is Xiao Nuan?
She's numb about everything. She's trying her best to seal herself up.
Then it means that it's similar with 7 years ago.
Not completely. It seems that in her heart,
there is a strength that's supporting her and that's making her more bravely
face this matter alone.
Okay. It's enough that she's improving.
You go back to your work then. Thank you. I'll be leaving now.
Here's your coffee.
Thanks.
Okay. Thank you.
Oh, right. I've chatted with Dr. Li.
She told me that you've regained your memories.
Since a lot of things have already happened, just let them come to past.
After all, you were still young then. There were a lot of things that were out of your control.
What do you say?
Being young is just an excuse.
It shouldn't become my reason to avoid things.
But no matter what, you've sealed yourself for 7 years.
Even if it was a punishment,
it should have passed already, right?
After so many things have happened,
you know all of them.
Seven years. Are that enough?
Can you not think that way?
Xiao Nuan.
Okay. Whether it's your father or your older sister,
they all don't want to see you like this.
Stop punishing yourself, okay?
I know that you're worried about me.
Don't worry. I will take good care of myself.
I...
...still have some things...
...that I must sort out by myself.
For the meantime, I still don't plan to go back to our country.
That's why, I have to trouble you to take care of Wen Rou.
Okay. I promise to let you stay here.
Just like how I brought you here 7 years ago, I'll accompany you, okay?
You have already done too much for me.
This time, just let me face it alone. Okay?
Okay. I promise you.
But there's one thing that you shoul promise me in return.
Take good care of yourself. Don't make things too difficult on yourself.
Also, don't let me lose contact with you.
Can you promise me those?
- Director. - What is it?
I've already investigated clearly the accounts that you've asked me to investigate.
There is indeed a problem with the cash flow for the past 2 months.
Is it embezzling of public fund?
And the cash flow was done in a very secretive manner.
But there are still traces that we can follow.
As long as marks were left, they will never be erased.
The more he tried to conceal it, the more loopholes will appear.
I believe that not long after,
we'll be able to find out who is the mastermind behind this.
Dad, you must help me this time.
That Wen Rou is really firm in checking the company's accounts.
She even said that there is something wrong with the company's funds and is sealing all accounts.
In less than 2 days, she would be able to find out that it was me.
What can I do if you get found out?
Isn't this trouble that you've brought to yourself?
If you get found out, then admit it.
Leave the company and go surrender.
Dad, you must save me.
I am your real son. You can't abandon me.
How can I?
This isn't just some measly millions.
How could I help you fill up such a huge deficit?!
There surely is a way.
Oh, right, dad.
Since things have come to this, we can sell the Daizhong shares in our hands.
I... You asshole.
You still want to touch the company shares?
Do you want Daizhong to get destroyed in your hands?
I also have no other way!
Think about it. If we sell the shares,
at most, we'll lose our assets. We can just re-earn the money.
You can't really let me hug the shares while eating prison food, right?
Let me tell you, Linghong,
you better know your place. Stop having crooked idea.
I'll think of a way to resolve this problem.
Since you've been suspected,
you better cut down on your activities and behave.
Get out. Get out.
Hello, Wen Rou.
I met with Xiao Nuan already.
We honestly chatted for a while.
There's one thing that I must inform you.
Xiao Nuan, she...has regained all her memories.
Regained her memories?
You mean, she has remembered everything?
How is she now? Are her emotions okay?
She didn't... No, I must go to the UK now to visit her.
I can't just...
Don't panic first. Dr. Li already told me
that she hopes that Xiao Nuan won't be given too much pressure.
That's why, our excessive concerns will only make her get anxious.
Let's wait for now.
Give her some time so she can recover.
Too much pressure...Xiao Nuan is just like this.
She always keep everything to herself.
If this continues, can her pressure decrease?!
This little sister of mine, always think for others.
She never things for herself!
No, Linlu.
Weren't you concealing yourself? How come you two met?
I was following her for I was afraid that something bad might happen to her.
But I got found out.
She told me that she wants to calm down for a while and asked me to return to the country first.
She also promised me that she'll keep in touch.
This is good too.
With Xiao Nuan's personality,
she will surely do as she promised.
It's good that she's fine...
Oh, right, Linlu.
I also have something to tell you.
What is it?
There are some problems in the company's accounts.
With the people involved, I fear that you must come back to personally handle it.
Okay. I'll immediately go back.
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- Senior. - Yes.
It was because I trusted you that's why I agreed that I will think about leaving Shallow Cosmos.
How come you're suddenly telling me that this is a collaboration with someone else?
Guan Ti, the partnership conditions we talked about before will all be the same.
Not only that, Little Chairman Pan plans to add more stakes.
I've worked with him in investments for so many years.
It's still the first time I heard him this sure about a person.
It shows that he thinks very highly of you.
Manager Guan, I have always been
very respectful to people with abilities.
Especially people like you.
With just your own ability, you were able to make Shallow Cosmos shine like the sun in high noon.
This in itself is a miracle.
But too bad, this is a secret that only people within our circle know.
Those outsiders all think
that the achievements are all thanks to Zhan Nanxian.
That's why, what you mean is...
...you feel that the core of Shallow Cosmos is me?
Manager Guan, we're into the technology field.
In the technology field, the most important is getting hold of the most advanced technological research.
The research department of Shallow Cosmos has always been the top in the business.
Isn't it because Zhu Linlu obtained Guo Ruqian,
that's why, their technology skills have greatly improved?
Any one under you can be that strong.
The more, you.
Little Chairman Pan,
no one has ever told me the words that you just said.
But let me be honest with you too.
Right. I'm now coming out to establish my own business.
I need some funding for support.
But I really have no way to make any decisions just based on these good words that you said.
Of course.
But Manager Guan, I feel that you
are a bit belittling your own ability.
Why are you unable put them to good use?
Isn't it because you're just second in Shallow Cosmos?
If you come to our Yizhong, it will be different.
You have the right to speak. You can do whatever you want.
You can fulfill your goals,
because you're the number one.
Hand that to me.
Manager Guan, this is an initial draft of the collaboration agreement.
I know that you are a very rational person.
That's why, just read it first.
After reading it, you will then know if I'm worthy to work with or not.
Have you settled Xiao Nuan down?
Everything is set.
She would go Dr. Li appointments on time.
Before I came back, I already
said hello to Dr. Li.
She would take good care of Xiao Nuan.
If her sickness has any changes, she would immediately call me.
Don't worry.
That's good then.
I asked you to come back immediately because the company has really gotten into some serious situation.
You found out?
Before, it was bad debts. Now, there are doubtful accounts.
And these accounts didn't come out of nowhere.
They are clearly deficits produced by embezzling of funds.
I'm sure all of this was done by Zhu Linghong.
Zhu Linghong?
Before, the power to the finances are in my uncle's hands.
He hid from everyone.
Always protecting his son.
It has always been breaking the eastern wall, then fixing up the western wall.
Really good. The crime now has finally been exposed.
I don't know what to do now.
This is not a small amount.
Once I've investigate it clearly, it might cause a great shock
to the company's annual public report
and financial management situation.
Let's do this then. Organize all those doubtful accounts.
I will think what to do.
You should rest right now.
Unable to achieve anything, but good at spoiling things.
This is my resignation letter.
I handed it to the HR Department before, but they didn't give me any reply.
So right now, I would officially give it to you.
[Resignation Letter]
Did you think it through?
Thought it through. I also saw it very clear.
In this company of ours,
the people who really wants to work are getting oppressed,
because the boss won't admit that his strategy is wrong.
If you want to continue being wrong,
then okay. I won't say much.
Might as well change an environment and prove who's right.
Guan Ti, you have your own research field and work passion.
Nanxian and I are both optimistic about them.
But right now is not the time to be angry.
Your product indeed still have lapses.
Also, compared to Professor Wang's research project,
his product is more suitable with our company's current situation.
Old Gao, are you really more knowledgeable than me in terms of research products?
No, right?
Forget it, about this, I don't want to waste my time talking about it.
You both are bosses. You can do away with things just by moving your mouth.
How could you know the difficulty of people like us
who personally do the researches and developmental activities?
Guan Ti .
If you're going to look at yourself like this, then I would say you didn't grow up yet.
You are totally thinking like an employee.
You're treating yourself as an R&D personnel. Thinking about what you want to do, what you want to research.
You are an executive of the company. You must always prioritize the company's interest.
Nanxian, when the company was just established, I told myself
that what I'm best at is doing research and development. That's why, I'm going to focus on it and be your right-hand.
Right now, you're telling me that I am wrong.
How about you? When you were at England situation, I don't want to mention it anymore.
With you having double standards, what right do you have to criticize me?
I feel that with the company's current situation, let's stop dwelling on past quarrels.
But let me say some fair words.
This situation, we can't blame everything on Nanxian only.
Investing on Professor Wang's project was a decision made by the 3 of us.
When this thing happened, going to the UK to appear in court was also a counter strategy that the 3 of us decided on.
That day, Nanxian didn't come. Correct. He did a mistake.
But at the same time, if we both had the ability to turn the situation around,
we wouldn't have lost the lawsuit.
So, after half of the day
It is still my fault.
You're not wrong.
If at this time, there is a use in knowing whoever is right or wrong,
I would apologize to the both of you. But I hope...
[Resignation Letter]
you to take this back.
If who's wrong and who's not is not important
then why am I still here?
Come, Nanxian. I did your noodles.
I would put it here for you. - Thank you.
Smell so good.
Guan Ti, this is mine. You didn't say you want one earlier.
You just...
I was busy, I didn't eat for two days.
Make yourself another one.
Nanxian, why are you not controlling him?
Okay, make yourself another one.
[Shallow Cosmos Officially Launched]
One, two three.
Isn't this Manager Guan?
Right, why did he leave?
Right.
Guan Ti.
Wait.
How could you just leave?
Do I seem like the type that say it and don't do it?
I saw that you already packed your stuff.
When you leave today, are you planning not to return to our Shallow Cosmos anymore?
I... I already.
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♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Right now, it has started raining outside the window again ♫
♫ My eyes are dry, but my heart wants to cry ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Too many emotions, and no suitable expressions ♫
♫ The things I want to say most, how should I say them? ♫
♫ Are you missing me, just like I'm missing you?♫
♫ If there was no you, no past, I wouldn't be sad ♫
♫ But if there was a choice, I would still choose to love you ♫
♫ If there was no you, where would I be and what would I have to regret?♫
♫ Anyway, it's too late now ♫
♫ Anyway, I've lost myself already ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now ♫
♫ Are you missing me, just like I'm missing you?♫